My Regrets

Today my husband blessed with some time to do some writing and shifting. I don't think I have really had time to sit down and write and work on myself since William was born. I used to do it almost daily and definitely never went a week without it. It feeds my soul, helps release the weight of the ego and aligns me spiritually.

Anyway, I want to share my thoughts.

I have regrets as some people do. ALL of my regrets are of times when I didn't care or love myself. My BIGGEST regrets are of the times I disrespected myself in one way or another. Looking all these things I can see they came from a place of lacking self love and confidence creating insecurity and toxic beliefs about one self.... myself! It is not very often where I do things I regret anymore, its been awhile actually... However I am not immune to it. Nobody is. I wish I can tell all younger people that........ needing alcohol to have fun leads to stupid mistakes, Sleeping with boys does not lead to them loving you, and quitting things when it gets hard usually only causes self doubt and insecurity.  Follow your heart, respect yourself, LOVE yourself, and ALWAYS make yourself a priority.

I love to grow and work on myself. Something I will do for the rest of my life. No matter how good life is, I will always something to work on as we can never be perfect.
I am grateful none of my "mistakes" have ever been malicious or directed at others. I am always grateful that as soon as I recognized I did something not so loving to myself, I worked not only on healing that experience but what caused me to commit it in the first place.

My ultimate goal is to remove all limiting beliefs, to get to a place where I believe I can achieve or accomplish ANYTHING I desire. Oh how amazing that thought feels.

My past has "mistakes" and flaws but I wouldn't be who I am without them. Looking back I can see that even though I still wish I wouldn't have done some of the things I did, it also led to some of the biggest lessons and eye opening experiences I have had.  I hope to one day soon get to a place where those things that still get to me in my weak moments are released and loved! I KNOW that I am not the person I was then, I'm a complete different person than I was 2 years ago, let alone 10 or 15. That feels amazingly good.

I have made myself a priority. I made my happiness a priority. I made my THOUGHTS about myself a priority. I am loving my results so far and loving the continued growth. If I can have only one desire for my sons fulfilled... It would be that they love themselves! It feels good, they deserve it, and so do you!