My Gratitude

I can't help but notice how many amazing people I have in my life and how much I appreciate the people around me.

My husband is absolutely my other half.  We love each other so much but most importantly we respect and honor each other. In every situation, in every area of our lives he goes far beyond what I could have ever even wanted from another.  He is what makes my life amazing and he reminds me of his love every day. He makes me feel special, loved, important, and his #1 priority.  I am his engine and he is mine.

My son is just awesome.  He is so loving and caring yet extremely intelligent and confident. My son is such a conscious and funny child, I feel honored to be his mother.

My family is so supportive and loving.  They are amazing in different ways. I won't bore everyone by going over each and every one of them but it doesn't minimize how hugely important they are to me.  I hope to continue to see my relationships with them evolve, improve and deepen.

My friends are just beyond amazing.  Every time I think my friends couldn't get any better they prove me wrong.  I have the most amazing friends anyone could ask for.  I hope to continue to grow with each and every one of them and to be able to enrich their lives the way they do mine.

I love our home.  When I think back at how we were able to get our house it still reminds me of how supportive the universe/source is.  Our house will always be proof to me that everything happens for a reason. From the first time I stepped into this house, I loved it.  I fell in love with it, immediately.  Having our own home that I love, has brought out such nurturing and care taking qualities within myself. In my eyes our house is perfect, it is our.....HOME.

I am so blessed to be able to stay home and just focus on taking care of my husband and son.  And it really allows me to focus on what I really want to do with my life, in creating a career that I will truly enjoy.

The areas of my life where I would like to focus on transforming is my body and career.

My body has been through a lot this last year or so. Two surgeries, some medications, a lot of stress, and extreme life style changes.  I would like to see myself not only recover from all of that but also get to a place where my body feels really good......amazingly good!  I want to get to this place with joy and ease.  Enjoying life, Enjoying my body.

As I said before right now I have the freedom to really explore what I really want to be doing career wise. This does not mean what I can do, or what I should be doing.  To me it is about what I will ENJOY doing. What will bring me the most fulfillment.  I am blessed to be in a situation where my husband makes enough money to take care of us and I can take all the time I need to really create the ideal career for myself.  I want to create my career through joy, ease, and fun.

I think what is becoming important to me is to be able to enjoy every aspect of my life.  I have two areas where that can use some work.  But the overall theme here is JOY.

I am becoming aware of the idea that any area in my life that has to do with other people is already in a place of joy and ease.  But it's time I take the next step and heal the areas in my life that has to do with me and me only.  No one can create the ideal career for me and no one can make my body be healthy and energetic.  I'm sure Albert would fix those things for me if he could and it probably pains him that he can't but these are two things I have to do for myself.

Interesting.....   I truly love and enjoy all the people around me, its time I start loving and enjoying myself fully too!  I know Albert and Joel would really appreciate a more energetic and fun wife and mother.

Enjoy!