Upcoming Birthday(July 28th) and stuff!
I usually get a little weirded out when my birthday is approaching.
Just a couple years back it came in form of depression.
Last year it was in the form of anxiety and questioning myself and what I wanted out of life.
This time, its much different. If this is even birthday related.
Recently I have been very deep (as if thats anything new) but even more. My consciousness is expanding and my awareness of my myself and others has increased dramatically.
I can see when I get wrapped up in the drama of the human mind now, but I am still not to the point where I am able to completely control it though!
I have just been absolutely loving life lately and sometimes I think my thoughts don't know what to do about that!
I am realizing that when I am not feeling my best, I have a tendency to blame it on something outside of me..(e.g. I don't care for my job, my boyfriend and I haven't had a lot of "us" time lately, this didn't work out, that didn't work out, etc...)
But living the truth that I live, I know all too well it all comes from within. It has absolutely nothing to do with anything outside of me.
I am not a victim, I am a creator.
Now finding the beliefs and behaviors that are keeping me in my current place of employment and my current place in any other area I am "stuck" in, is the challenge.
Or maybe the ultimate challenge is just learning to enjoy every second in the now and not worry about anything else!
Not sure but what I do know is I am about to enjoy the rest of my night, if I can settle the "demands" of the mind.
;o)
Namaste,
Tiffany
I went way off subject here but I just needed to "empty my basket". :o)
Who would of thought?
I have reached what was once thought of being untouchable for myself.
To know I will reach the unbelievable still.
The secret being, turning the disbelief into belief.
If anyone can reach the top I will.
Massive dreams, huge ambition, dedication.
Time to learn to enjoy the journey and bask in the gratitude for which I am today.
Who would of ever thought Tiffany would be who she is today?
Not I. Not much to you but a different world to me.
Enjoy it said "I", but the mind demands more.
The ultimate goal, settle the ego, live from the heart and know I am spirit.
More lessons, more laughter, more love!
Until then An imperfect person who is learning the only true perfection(love).
Namaste,
Tiffany
To know I will reach the unbelievable still.
The secret being, turning the disbelief into belief.
If anyone can reach the top I will.
Massive dreams, huge ambition, dedication.
Time to learn to enjoy the journey and bask in the gratitude for which I am today.
Who would of ever thought Tiffany would be who she is today?
Not I. Not much to you but a different world to me.
Enjoy it said "I", but the mind demands more.
The ultimate goal, settle the ego, live from the heart and know I am spirit.
More lessons, more laughter, more love!
Until then An imperfect person who is learning the only true perfection(love).
Namaste,
Tiffany
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